Part 2:The Awakening Chronicles
Perception Layers Within The Matrix
Are you among the few who grapple with the essence of our reality? I'm talking about deep contemplation of our existence and its profound understanding. While I accept that many of its answers may forever evade us, I've personally come to understand that questioning is intrinsic to my being. The deeper I go and peel back the layers, the more evident it becomes—this is undoubtedly the dream state manifesting in countless ways.
In the first installment of The Awakening Chronicles, I explore my awakening journey, tracing its roots back nearly 15 years ago from a faint whisper to a powerful resonance. It signifies the pivotal moment when I shifted my focus inward, seeking validation and answers within myself rather than externally.
Now, in the present moment, my comprehension of self, or perhaps the absence thereof, our reality's intricacies, and our cosmic positioning have all evolved. Empowered by the wisdom gained from ancient plant and animal remedies, I've delved into realms that offer profound insights into the human experience.
Stepping into the unknown, particularly with potent psychoactive agents like ayahuasca and Bufo Alvarius, often evokes preexisting fears. Yet, fear not, for it's merely an illusion, and through complete surrender and trust, these modalities can unveil new levels of divine understanding.
Bufo Alvarius, the psychoactive compound 5-meO-DMT, is 4–6 times stronger than DMT, one of the strongest psychedelics. Inhaling this medicine reveals a frequency where infinitesimal energy courses through our bodies, transcending the human condition. The toad venom eliminates the boundaries of perception and peels back the veil of illusion. In its embrace, I transported myself to realms beyond comprehension, where reality literally dissolved before my eyes. Bufo became my companion—a revered ally in pursuing truth and spiritual elevation.
Our existence, this so-called reality, is nothing but a construct. Uttering that aloud may seem casual, but my awareness of it has only intensified, revealing a separation within myself or, more precisely, the absence of a self at play.
Here's Carl Sagan's perspective from his renowned work "Pale Blue Dot," featuring an image captured by the Voyager 1 space probe on February 14, 1990. Taken from a staggering distance of approximately 6 billion kilometers (3.7 billion miles, 40.5 AU), Earth appears as a mere speck, barely visible against the backdrop of space. This iconic image, commissioned by NASA and championed by Sagan, underscores humanity's humble and fleeting existence in the vastness of the cosmos.
"Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there-on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.
The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.
Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.
The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.
It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known." ― Carl Sagan
Not only do we exist in a false construct of reality we call life, but our reality is masked in layers; this cloak, this layer, has found itself in our cultural language, The Matrix. Within The Matrix, we are characters parallel to our own Sims avatars, obediently moving in alignment with our creator's design.
In the past fifty years, The Matrix, our programming, has peaked, solidifying its dominance as a controlling influence that permeates every aspect of our lives—absolutely everything. From our dietary choices to the media we consume, from our material possessions to our societal norms and our political inclinations, there isn't a single aspect of modern existence left unaltered, all molded to conform to the narrative of our present reality.
It took me a while to fully grasp that there is no self, and this construct of Jeff is a mere illusion in the dream state but an actual entity in the Matrix.
In recent weeks, information has flooded my consciousness, beginning with Einstein's theory of relativity. However, before exploring its intricacies, I must address the broader subject of physics. Upon closer examination, it becomes apparent that even this field has fallen victim to a pervasive level of control and manipulation, operating unnoticed beneath our awareness for the past century. You might question the significance of this, but it further shines a light on the establishment's agenda: to maintain our collective slumber, ensuring compliance and unquestioning obedience while a privileged few retain control.
Why is Einstein's Theory of Relativity crucial to our discussion today? Simply put, it has given the layperson some insight into our cosmic place and the application of specific natural laws. Our Reality is governed by various laws of physics, including gravity, the speed of light, and sound, which have shaped human existence for the past century.
For decades, String Theory has been the leading contender for a "theory of everything." Yet theoretical physicist Eric Weinstein challenges its unchallenged reign, arguing that its dominance has stifled critical discourse and alternative perspectives, ultimately causing profound stagnation in theoretical physics.
“The project of Quantum Gravity, of which String theory is one version, became toxic in the mid 1980s, according to Weinstein, silencing anyone who dared challenge the direction of travel, and suppressing any alternative proposal for a way forward. Theorists who expressed any dissent from the orthodoxy of Quantum Gravity “simply didn’t get grants and jobs”, Weinstein argues, “their careers ended”.
While String Theory emerged as a promising breakthrough, its progress has faltered, failing to drive substantial advancements in our understanding of the Universe. This stagnation raises critical questions about its validity and efficacy in propelling scientific inquiry.
But why does this matter in the context of the Dream State?
Perhaps the lack of progress in String Theory is more connected to The Matrix and its influence rather than solely the Dream State. While it may seem like navigating the duality of The Matrix and the Dream State is akin to traversing parallel rivers, I perceive them as separate streams converging at certain points, each carrying its own currents and depths of understanding.
Let's reintroduce UFOs into the narrative. Newcomers can refer to any of my previous articles here on this phenomenon. There is no room for naivety; their existence is well-documented. These inexplicable crafts, whether products of our reverse engineering or piloted by interdimensional beings, undeniably defy every established law of physics known to humanity. Full stop, end of discussion.
This revelation, while not groundbreaking to me, is crystal clear. We've endured suppression for nearly a century, deprived of knowledge that could revolutionize our understanding of the universe. With this realization, the harsh truth emerges—humans are not the apex of existence. The narrative of man raises questions we should seriously ponder. How is it possible that we definitively do not know our origin? Creation, a magical word, resonates; the more I contemplate it, the more the Dream State resembles a simulation.
It's both amusing and disheartening that we, as human beings, continue to operate like actors on a stage, unaware of the grand production unfolding around us.
I admit I'm still wrestling with it. My purportedly authentic desires drive me to explore and unravel the mysteries of existence further. This awareness bears a weighty responsibility, yet I'm uncertain how to wield or validate it. While those around me construct conventional lives—families, careers, adventures—I feel constrained by my programming, unsure if it aligns with my true path. It blends terror and excitement as I anticipate what lies ahead.
In conclusion, all I can do is surrender. If a divine force guides my journey, I pray to be fully awake when it reveals itself. Until then, I'll remain Jeffrey Andrew Dena—son of Laura and Jeff, brother to Andrew, dad to Neo, partner to Cait, brother - in law to Olivia, uncle to Roman, friend to many, artist, athlete, and proud small business owner of United Steel. Onward.
